Preface
I am a fifteen-year-old student who doesn't like studying but prefers writing novels. They all say that I am crazy and that I am addicted to my own world. However, only I know how difficult it is for me to face the criticism of others and the struggle from my heart. I have even chosen death but I dare not, because my writing has not been successful yet.
I also care about learning, of course. That's who I used to be. It's not that I don't care now. It's just that I force myself to spend a lot of time making myself look like I don't care so much so that others think I really don't care.
Even though I know this, my life still does not have the peace and tranquility I want. So. I want to analyze myself to you. Let you see my persistence, my pain, and my expectations. Although it is an extremely cruel way to analyze myself, I still decided to use this method to let you understand me and let me understand myself.
Intention: It's me