["A person who really wants to die will no longer care about what people say. A person who talks about death, from my experience, does not really want to die, but..."
"But what?"
"But I'm still... Still longing for love."
——Shi Tiesheng's "Retreat Notes"]
Osamu Dazai believes that his life has already been written on the [page].
And this is indeed the case, every move of everyone around him has never deviated from his plan.
He uses his overly clever mind to play with people's hearts, change his destiny, and write his own ending with invisible pen and ink.
Everything has been calculated. It's like the reader opening the first page of a book. Even if they haven't understood the character's background and experience, they understand that the character's ending is already doomed.
Until due to an unexpected change, two parallel lines that should not have crossed were intertwined.
Osamu Dazai initially just felt that there was one more fate that needed to be rewritten by him.
But the girl who was next to him and whom he regarded as a lamb took hold of the "pen" in his hand and rewrote their fate together.
Short stories, the two are interdependent.
It's the if line between Miss Dazai and the leader Zaihe [highlighted], and it has nothing to do with the main story chapter leader Zaihe's extra chapter (rubbing hands).
16-Year-old Miss Dazai x 22-year-old Dazai
Note: Ms. Dazai is a privately designed girl based on "Girl Disciple".
Miss Dazai here has not yet entered high school, and has not been influenced by Orihara Izaya. She is a relatively simple (crossed out) kind-hearted person - in short, she is a pure gentle and cute JK! ! ! !
Purpose: Love and redemption