"There are still a hundred days until your death."
I, who have been searching for death throughout my long life, heard these words. At that moment, I couldn't help but shed tears.
Human life is short and insignificant. No matter what you do or get during your lifetime, it is only temporary. After your life ends, everything will disappear.
So, I'm happy, really happy.
Tears kept falling from my eyes, and I burst into tears with joy. My body gradually became thirsty due to lack of water. It felt like every breath was burning my throat, and my eyes were red and itchy.
But it doesn't matter, I am about to, forever and ever, obtain what belongs only to me - happiness.
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Zhu Wenye
cp dazai
first person
Oda Tonosuke vomits lunch
Purpose: Love life