An essay to express guilt and longing. Strictly speaking, it is a eulogy once a year. You may also write a few during holidays...
"I want to forget you, but I'm afraid of forgetting you."
"I am glad that I am forgetting, but I am also guilty that I am forgetting."
"You came here in a dream and asked me to live a good life. I listen to you and live a good life. I believe we can both live a good life. It's just two worlds."
Intention: to miss