Where Is the Promised Happiness???

Sixue patted my bangs and said, "Lin Shan, why are you so noisy? Why are you never serious about anyone?" Panpan lowered her head and said to me: "Lin Shan, you are who you are, and you will never change. You never cared." Xiaonan and I sat side by side and said, "Lin Shan, no one can afford to lose in this game, stop playing it!" Lin Shan smiled and replaced all answers with silence. Everything. Lin Shan said: I have studied seriously. Lin Shan said: Panpan, I have cared about you. Lin Shan said: Xiaonan, I have never played. But they can't hear any of this. That's not my style, Lin Shan. Who has really understood me? She is domineering, she is willful, she is weak, she is habitually dependent, and she lives her life as she pleases. But everyone forgot to tell her that she must learn to be "strong" when growing up. Lin Shan said: "This article commemorates my regretless youth!" I am 'Superwoman'! Lalalala~~~la~la~~~~