Xia Wan's parents died unexpectedly. She was so distraught that she had to find their parents' bodies and take care of her younger sister, but fate did not let her go.
When she was shocked to hear that her first love boyfriend was going to marry his roommate and that the two had a child, Xia Wan had not yet gotten over the pain of losing his parents.
She cannot redeem her love, nor can she forgive the betrayal of someone close to her.
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Many years later, Xia Wan returned to this place full of regrets. She was flanked by her loving and considerate husband, and she carried the fruit of their love in her belly.
Occasionally she heard acquaintances chatting about how her ex's life was not going well. She thought she would be happy, but she didn't. She had grown up over the years and let go of the past.
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What we have missed, even if it is a treasure that is hard to find in a lifetime, there is absolutely no possibility of starting over. Cherishing what we still have is the only thing we can do. ——Chen Xiaoyuan
Reading guide:
1.. A lot of detailed descriptions, psychological and action descriptions account for a large proportion, and the pace is slow, which may require a little patience.
2. Damn, the writing style of the first few chapters is a bit old-fashioned
3. It's a story about a girl's growth
Intention: Cherish the present and take control of your life.