I am a very boring person, depressed, degenerate, inferior, lonely... Any words that others may think are boring can be used to describe me. I do feel that I am pathetic and miserable, although it may not be the same thing as others think. Suddenly, I want to have a lover, the kind who can accompany me and understand me. Then, I had a gay lover.
Concept: What people call love may be able to save you, even if it is not the love you and others imagine.