Have you ever thought about committing suicide? "I" thought about it and tried it, but in the end I didn't have the courage. I couldn't buy sleeping pills and it was too painful to cut off my hands and it was too painful to jump off the building and die. I walked to the middle of the intersection and thought that it would be like this and end it like this. However, the security was so good that no one came to hit me. This attempt took all the courage of "I". Some people say that it is too big to think about it, but you can only say this lightly if you have not experienced what I have experienced. Can you imagine how sad it was for me when I was in primary school and was told that living is a waste of air and death pollutes the land? Can you imagine the despair when your parents ask you what you did with the money, not asking your sister or your brother, and then you lie and say you got the money out of fear of pain, but you get even more beatings and scoldings? Can you imagine that a girl who looks very optimistic when she grows up will be frightened and tremble by someone else's sudden loud speech. You don't know anything, so don't comment on other people's lives and don't forgive them easily.
Intent: Healing, relief