The Passion of Fa Hai in the Legend of White Snake

I love him very much, I love him very much, I fell in love with him from the first moment I saw him. But I can't love him. I have been practicing for more than a thousand years, and I will become an immortal soon. But I couldn't let him go, knowing that there was a monster in his life. In order to keep him, I destroyed his happiness. I thought that as long as he was by my side, I would be happy, but he has been by my side for twenty years, and looking at him every day makes me feel worse than death... I think maybe if you love him, you should give him happiness. Conception: