I have been reading "The Best of Us" for the third time recently, and I finished reading the novel last night. I read it for the first time at around 2 o'clock in the evening. After reading it, I felt like I was holding my breath, and I couldn't fall asleep. Yes, I have to admit, I thought of you again, your profile every time you woke up from a nap, your wheat-colored skin, half of your front teeth broken off, and the time when we were roommates, and we could laugh together for a long time at any big thing.
It has been almost 5 years since we last met. We still have contact information, but we have become dead people in each other's lives. I always wonder how we, who were so familiar at the time, became strangers to each other step by step. I know that we may become dead people in each other's lives forever, but I am a little unwilling to do so. I always feel that if we can meet by chance, maybe something will turn around.
I have confessed my love to you many times. Geng Geng has been waiting for Yu Huai for 7 years. It has been almost 8 years since I graduated from junior high school. There are some things that I feel I have let go of, and sometimes I feel that it is not the case.
In fact, I can't figure out what I'm thinking. I write this down not knowing if you will be able to see it one day, and I hope it won't have an impact on your life. However, even if some things are forgotten, there is always evidence that they were once real. I want to record them while I can still remember them.
Intention: I have nothing to express, I just write it to entertain myself.