She has already sacrificed herself for the future of her family, disguised herself as a man, appeared in public, and entered the officialdom where people's hearts are dangerous. Why doesn't God give her a good life? Worrying about her identity being exposed is enough to make her nervous, and the monarch often provides her with opportunities to "reveal" her secrets; her friend's unrequited love for her eldest brother is not reciprocated, and Zhao Zilu comes to show off. She came to this world to suffer, right?