Disqualification in the World and the Clown's Flower [Comprehensive]

Tsushima Yezo, a usually well-behaved and cheerful child, ran away from home. He finally escaped from the family that made him tremble with coldness, fled from his hometown that made him fearful, and lived in Yokohama. The homeless life is still a tormenting nightmare for him, and he cannot get rid of his fear of human beings. In the end, Ye Zang, who was unable to find his own place and was too weak to bear the burden of life, chose to end his life. The water on the Asakawa River was cool, but in this water he found his second brother who had run away from home when he was young - the second brother who had changed his surname and became the leader of the port Mafia. Ye Zang changed his mind. He wanted to be a "brave" person like his second brother, a person who still "struggled to survive" even though he was full of fear of making a living in the world. Maybe it's a story of two similar people redeeming each other. 1. My elder brother is the leader of the if line, so he is not related by blood. 2. Overall warm and not abusive. 3. In the original work, Ye Zang's natural attraction to women was changed to - natural attraction to men and women. 4. The specific details are yet to be determined. * "Clown Flower" is the creative prototype of "Disqualification in the World". It was also written by the three-dimensional writer Osamu Dazai. The protagonist is named Ye Zang. [Imagination started on 2020/3/29, screenshots have been archived on Weibo] Purpose: redemption