The inspiration for this book comes from a sentence in Yan Shu's "Implication": The pear blossoms in the courtyard are melting with the moon, and the catkins and ponds are light in the breeze. It mainly tells the story between the two male protagonists Shang Lin and Yingchi. It tells a love story in an imaginary history from the first perspectives of the two male protagonists. —The moon is very good when you are not around, and it always tries its best to leak in through the gaps. There is always a light wind in the yard, bringing the smell of flowers with different flavors, sometimes it is peach blossoms, sometimes it seems to be lotus, sometimes it seems to be autumn chrysanthemum, it seems that plum blossoms also come to join in the fun... I don't know, I seem to be awake sometimes, sometimes confused... There is always a spicy taste in my throat, and even after drinking a lot of water, there is no relief for a long time. - We drank together, he was drunk, I moved him to the bed, I was also drunk, because I felt that under the candlelight, my heart was beating so hard that I was suffocating. I kissed him, very softly. He didn't wake up, but his closed eyes moved. I was so scared that I pretended to be drunk too and lay in his arms. After a while, I felt that he didn't move, so I immediately got up and ran away. —There was a firelight, and the entire dormitory was as bright as day. I'm not afraid, because I knew from the beginning that you were here to take my life. I couldn't move, the green plum wine soaked my whole body, and besides, you are here, what else do I have to be afraid of... - I lit a fire, and he was lying in the middle of the fire. I just looked at him, and tears fell down for some reason. Haha~ tears can't extinguish the fire. Why am I being pretentious? Not as good as... Not as good as... Not as good as...
Intention: What you ask for but cannot get is the most disappointing thing. Cherish the present and live a good life.