"I probably love you very much, but I already think it's an illusion."
"Look at this love, is it too obscure and unfamiliar?"
"There were so many stories written that it made me think that anything that happens in this world is not impossible."
"But except for a love that has no shortcomings."
They generally don't know that he doesn't write, not because he can't write, but because he can't write.
Even though the novels are all made-up stories, there is always a shadow of oneself mixed in, especially when it involves emotions, which makes it harder for the author to escape.
If it is not written completely, the work will have no soul; if it is written too deeply, its invisible clues will appear.
Tezuka could not deceive himself. It is impossible to write deformed plots and distorted facts on the manuscript paper.
So he doesn't write. He would rather bury his indescribable love deep in his heart and let him describe it with so many unforgettable words and words that no one can see it.
Most of them don't understand that there is some love that is not sad because of fighting fire, but even love cannot be expressed.
This is also called putting out fire. To blindly pursue something if you can't get it is to put out fire.