The story I want to write probably goes something like this:
Gu Jia was deceived by her first love and went to live alone in a strange city. Wanting to avoid everything, she met her good friend Su Lin. Something happened between her and her new boss. Later, her first love found her and admitted her mistake and wanted to get back together with her. In short, this is a very bloody romance.
I'm not very good at writing, and to be honest, I feel like I can't always express exactly what I want to say. What I write is always slightly different from what I think.
My Chinese scores have always been bad, and now I regret not accumulating more in the past. If anyone who accidentally clicked in has the patience to keep reading, I would like to bow to you here to express my gratitude. I really can't repay you.
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Gu Jia said: "When I left, I told myself that I would never see you again. I am not great enough to watch the person I love holding someone else's hand and pretend that nothing happened. I can't find a reason to convince myself that true love is like this, as long as he is happy. I am very selfish, either love or abandon, and I am not willing to give in."
"So I left without any hesitation. I let go. You didn't love me anymore. I disappeared cleanly and let you love others easily. If unfortunately, you still love me, then Zhong Yifan, this is the best revenge for you. I will make you feel guilty for a lifetime and never be redeemed. That's what I really thought at the time."
"But one day I suddenly understood that I still can't let go after so long. It's not because I love you so much, but just because the time I spent with you was so beautiful. That's why I miss you so much, even if you lied to me."
"So what about love? This is not an exam. Who told you that if your IQ is over 200 and you work hard for love, you can get 100 points?"