The one step I take forward is an abyss, and the next step is also an abyss. There are thousands of people like me struggling in this floating world, experiencing the most fortunate years of my life. I don't regret meeting him and falling in love with him, even if he pushed me to take this step in front of me. I was afraid, struggling, happy, sad, and finally I was relieved. Since I have never seen heaven, then you are my heaven...
Intention: Self-salvation, relief