This is something I finished about two years ago, and I just now thought of putting in a small computer and revising it as I go.
I thought that what I wrote in the past would be unsightly, but I didn't expect that this article seemed to be okay because I imposed restrictions on myself when I started writing—there should be no direct physical contact at all between the real attacker and receiver, that is, between Sasha and Xie Er, and there can be no "I X you" or "I XX" Lines like "you" (this was to punish myself for being a bit addicted to H at the time) - because of this, the ambiguous hints between words, expressions, and thoughts have become so strong that two years later, when I read it in theory and have grown up, I still exclaim "There is love, there is love!"
So I put it here, please give me some advice.