June 15, 2019 sunny
Zhenzhi, are you okay? We haven't contacted you for a long time. Today I officially submitted my discharge report. It will be approved in about two days and I will set off at that time.
Some time ago, I saw you posting on WeChat that you were still alone, and I came up with this idea. Others probably don't know, but you know me, I don't like days like this. What I pursue is freedom and no one to control me, but the army is a place where orders are obeyed. I have already had enough of such orders and arrangements.
Finally, I decided to leave.
The reason why I choose to hike is to apologize to you. I am sorry that I took the initiative to alienate you in this way. I am sorry that I have not been able to give you even a phone call for so many years. At the same time, this is also a reward for myself. I will give a reward to my life of more than 20 years. I will reward myself for living a good life. I will reward myself for my courage. This long march will end with you, and I will reward myself with freedom.
Intention: How can everything go smoothly in the world? Some setbacks will be a lifetime of pain.