She said: Xiao Youli, why do you always have to run away?
She said: What does the life and death of a mortal have to do with you?
Maybe, this is just my wishful thinking, just my self-satisfaction, just an illusion...
I have never really understood myself, but everything in the world does not have to have an answer. For example, how many times should I run away before I can be saved?
Intention: I have been escaping from a place and a relationship. The ending is always extremely painful, but I never look back and never regret it. I spent many years wondering why I was the way I was. I listed a lot of reasons, but I wasn't sure if any of them actually had the right answer. I plan to write them into stories to dismantle myself and understand myself.