Suddenly I felt very alone, so helpless. It has happened many times. A person sits quietly in the middle of the night, closing his eyes, but feeling very sad. I don't want to be strong, I don't want to make progress, I don't want to be the so-called outstanding person. A long time ago, I said that my greatest wish is to live happily every day, and live the simplest life in the beautiful mountains and forests with the people I love, without quarrels and noise.