Many times I don't understand. I am living a good life, no one is forcing me, I am not short of food and clothing, and there is no pressure in life.
But I just want to die.
Life is meaningless and I have no expectations for the future.
I have always felt that I will not like anyone, and I don't want to be tied down by another person.
I have thought many times about how I should die and how to commit suicide quietly without scaring others.
I once decided to die.
But here you are.
Concept: Tortured by bipolar disorder, the girl who still loves life eventually becomes a happy ordinary person along the way.