This is a nonsensical novel. The characters are purely fictitious, and the characters' opinions do not represent my own. If you take it seriously, read the words [purely fictitious] again. I hope you will like this nonsense.
A is a normal person who wants to commit suicide every day but restrains herself. She does not have a mental illness, maybe she has some mental illness. I don't know. I am not her psychiatrist, and she has no money to find a psychiatrist. I'm just her good friend, you can call me C (I originally wanted to say B, but this letter doesn't seem to be a good one, so after discussion, A and I decided to leave it to one, two, three, four, five, six other people in the world, so just call me C.)
At her invitation, I polished her pen and wrote about her psychological world (although in the end she only asked me to correct typos). She claimed that her psychological world is colorful and black, so I wanted to share it in case someone happens to have a similar psychological world.
Concept: A discussion on the rationality of the inner world