I named this story Don't Look Back, which is taken from the poet Bai Juyi's "Farewell to Nanpu" - when you look at it, your heart will break, and when you are ready, don't look back. It means that when those things are over, they are over, so don't look back over and over again and feel sad over and over again. Although it is called "Don't Look Back", in fact the people in the book are always being pushed forward by the world while constantly looking back.
This story is one of deep regret.
The protagonists in this story have things they must do - things that are more important than love and cannot fail to do, so their emotions are hidden and controlled - but love cannot be hidden. Even if you close your mouth, it will run out of your eyes. The two people in the story cautiously test, approach, and then withdraw, causing ambiguity and frequent slight turbulence. One of them was too kind and didn't know how to refuse, and the other was too stubborn and didn't know how to give in. So they were never able to see each other again after they separated for the first time. From then on, due to a combination of circumstances, they were pushed by the world and finally reached the point of no return.
The girl in the story met the boy in the story when she was doing something she must not fail; she knew that she couldn't work hard and be with him at the same time; she couldn't like him but she liked him very much; he and she had the same feelings and they were ambiguous; but by some strange combination of circumstances, he... They missed each other; everyone she met after that could not compare to him; everyone she fell in love with had a part of him; she would dream about him and would often take out her diary to recall him; the white moonlight and cinnabar mole in her heart were all him; but she never saw him again.
Intention: I once shared a piece of light music called "Night, Fireflies and You" with the person I like. The first hot comment in it was written by the author himself: "You and fireflies have two things in common. They both shine in my eyes. At the same time, we haven't seen each other for many years." This sentence is simply the story I want to tell.