What is more unbearable than the deception that was exposed at that time is the long-term deception. Suddenly one day you find that the people and things you have always believed in are wrong, which subverts the life of that period of trust. It feels like I have been living in an illusion these past few years, living in the imaginary world he gave me. This realization made me feel like the sky fell in a moment, and it was like death. My previous self closed my eyes and covered my ears not to see or hear. It was so wrong. Just like before, I remembered that you were in high school in the winter when it snowed and it was still dark. I got up late and ran downstairs in a hurry. I saw you standing in the snow waiting for me to go to school. Maybe you have forgotten it. But in the years to come, every time I think of this scene, my heart becomes softer and I forgive you again and again. But now when I think of you, I just feel that I am ridiculous. I treat others sincerely but treat others wrongly...
Intention: How to grow into a better version of yourself in a bad relationship