It's Impossible for Me to Pity a Monster

Probably on a whim, I wanted to write a long review about demons and ghosts. In 22 years, I opened the book about demons and ghosts for the first time. I was deeply impressed. That night, I covered my head with a quilt and watched the first life. While looking forward to Liu Shuang's departure and growth, I cried for this unequal relationship. You said Liu Shuang is dodder, yes, she is. Because she lives in a world of truth, goodness and beauty, she first entered the world, and her parents raised her to be an innocent and romantic boudoir girl. She and Shaoyou experienced the world of mortals, and Shaoyou taught her to be kind. Love is the talent given to her by Huiling's heart, and hate is the nourishment for her rebirth and growth. You can't understand how she targeted the young Yan Chaosheng after her rebirth, but from her perspective, she was an extremely pure person in her previous life, and her hatred was also pure. It is true that Hui Ling's heart has weakened her hatred, but Canglan's memory and past hurts will not be forgotten. What's wrong with her wanting to eradicate the roots? Yes, the young man was sincere to her, but that was what the reader saw from God's perspective. Why should she extend kindness and forgiveness to a person who has hurt her in the future when she doesn't know what he has done for her. When I read it for the first time, I admitted that I could not forgive her for the young man, but I had forgiven her thousands of times. So when I saw her later helping the demon clan avoid being hunted, I would have a "sure enough" mentality. In her heart, she was once Canglan, then Kongsang, and now she has more of his people. The story was so painful. When I saw the boy who was waiting for spring dying at the bottom of Wuwu Sea, I also prayed for his return. When I saw that it was the Demon King who had returned, I was so shocked and helpless that I couldn't accept it, so I still had to read it. Yes, it separated the young man and the demon king. This story was too hasty. Jing Liushuang and the demon king risked their lives to protect the common people, but they also lamented the young man who could not come back. Haiyan Heqing in the extra story is more like a manifestation of things being different and people changing. Those unspoken apologies, forgiveness, and love have all become regrets in the torrent of time. But this is obviously the best ending. After so many years, I dare not watch it again. Until this year, I opened this book again, and no surprise, I still had tears in my eyes. But this time is better than last time, I have more reason to chew and think. Last time, due to the influence of perspective, I felt sympathetic to Liu Shuang countless times. This time, I focused my attention on Yan Chaosheng, and I was shocked to realize that there is no reason to separate the demon king and the young man. In the previous life, the all-powerful demon king was also pure and good. When he was the mountain master, he also thought about his wife and children, so he thought about marrying Mi Chu, but Mi Chu left. Later, the pressure of revival and the influence of Meng Ji forced him to distort himself and use a stubborn mentality to obtain the heart of Hui Ling in order to achieve the purpose of revival. He may not be willing to give equal love, but he is eager to prove that he is loved. Later, he also wanted Liu Shuang to live well by his side. The reason he pushed her away over and over again was actually for protection, but he underestimated Canglan's position in her heart. He doesn't understand love and is dark and despicable, but before that, he was also sincere. When I saw the resurrection again, I was actually glad that it was him who came back because he could empathize with Liu Shuang. From God's perspective, I hope it is a young man who comes back, but ask yourself, after such a death, will that pure young man still be there? The answer is no. If he comes back, in his eyes, the immortal clan wants his life, Liushuang plots against him, and the demon clan such as Night Demon Luo and Xueyang force him to grow up and wait for his revival. Under the pressure of all parties, he will embark on the same path of no return as the demon king in the previous life. He will become cunning, suspicious, cold and selfish, because in the two lives, he will give up small love and focus on big love in the current family mission. Fortunately, Yaojun can empathize with Liushuang and has all his memories. In the article, it is said that the demon king constantly imitates the boy and is willing to become a substitute. As long as he is not exposed, he can deceive Liu Shuang for the rest of his life. In fact, this is nothing special, because Yan Chaosheng, that is yourself. It was because he was unwilling to reconcile with his past self, which was full of calculations. It was because he was humbled to the extreme at this moment. It was him who separated the once dirty self from the current sincere young man over and over again. Therefore, even readers from God's perspective were deceived into dividing the same soul over and over again. I think essentially, Yan Chaosheng is Yan Chaosheng. When I first watched the extra episode, I thought it was an OE ending since both of them lost their memories. The second time, I thought Yan Chaosheng remembered something. Until the third time, I always felt that these two little bitter gourds remembered the past. Maybe one day in the future, they will open their hearts and make up for the unspoken regrets. Everything is left unsaid. There is a sentence that struck me particularly deeply: "I wish we had met when we were young." This is the case for Yan Chaosheng and Liu Shuang. Now that the world is at peace, this is the prosperous age they protect. They meet as young men and have a love for two lives. They are willing to stay in this life for a long time and make a promise together.

In fact, Zhizhi said at the end that I realized that your writing was also very painful. I read it late and the content was edited. I saw the struggle and emotional changes from both perspectives. It was only at the end that I realized that everyone in the article has their own great love. Only then did I realize that Yan Chaosheng is not a real villain. He just has his own love, the demon clan. If there is no second life, I did not expect that the original love would be the same. He was so pure at the beginning, so after his resurrection, I subconsciously separated the two people from the perspective of the old Chaosheng. I even regretted why it was him who came back. It wasn't until I saw what he said that I understood. In fact, it's true. If the boy Chaosheng came back, he might only have hatred in his heart, and he would also become a ruthless demon king. In fact, everything is the best arrangement. , I just felt very, very sorry in the end. Seeing both of them lose their memory and reshape their bodies, especially Yan Chaosheng only had the last life, I was very sad. Even though they were so happy in the end, I still couldn't help crying. As immortals and monsters in the beginning, two people can accompany each other for thousands of years, but in the end they only have a short life as mortals. In fact, it is difficult for me to accept Chaosheng after both reincarnations. He is gone, what should I do with both pairs? I always think about this, so I feel very uncomfortable. This is the first time I have read a book review. In fact, I have been reading books for several years, and I have read all kinds of articles. I have been stuck in a bottleneck period for a long time, but "Monster" really touched me. What I said may be a bit messy, and maybe my expression is not good, but I really like "Monster"

In fact, she can't blame Liu Shuang completely. She only knows that Yan Chaosheng made her suffer the pain of gouging out her heart. In her eyes, Xiao Yan will eventually become Yan Chaosheng. She can't bear the pain for the second time, so she is so heartless. From Xiao Yan's point of view, Liu Shuang is annoying. She is so heartless. He has done so much for him, even giving her the most precious heart-protecting lin, but she is not moved at all. Whether it's Liu Shuang or Yan Chaosheng, I only feel sorry for Xiao Yan who can't even hear that he's sorry.

Although it is he, I am always surrounded by a faint sadness. When I saw the end of the text and the opening of the extra chapter, I couldn't hold back my tears. It was too painful for both of us. We will never suffer again in the future. Be happy and safe.

Cry... I have never surrendered to the tenderness of the world, but I am willing to turn into ashes and go against the will of heaven to see you.

I have read this article 5 times, and every detail and picture is very clearly imprinted in my mind! But every time I see the way the male protagonist silently pays for the female protagonist, I am still moved and heartbroken! Really, this article is very well written. Thank you to the author for giving us a wonderful reading experience! Thanks for meeting

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. The only pity is that the young Yan Chaosheng can't come back [crying] I hope they will be happy as mortals in this life, and don't miss it again [crying] [crying] [crying]

想把木木偷回家！！

Is the withdrawal reaction so uncomfortable?

I don't know how to put it, I feel bad. Although we are together in the end, it's very uncomfortable. I feel the most sorry for the young Chaosheng. I love you till death. When I come back three years later, it's not him who will be reborn. What should I do? Want to cry Want to cry

I've finished reading it~ In fact, before I read this novel, I read it through Xiaohongshu. At that time, everyone said it was a pity that Xiaochao died, so I actually opened this novel with a lot of trepidation; but I stayed up all night reading it on the first night. The front part is really good! In the middle of the second life, the young boy Xiaoyan passed away. In fact, I was okay and it was acceptable, and I could probably guess the reason for this arrangement. Overall, I really like it. The only thing that worries me is that Yanchaosheng only has this life in the end, but without Yanchaosheng, who will accompany Shuang? TT, if there is no Yanchaosheng, will Shuang still fall in love with someone else? And when I finally read the author's words, I realized that Zhizhi suffered so much when writing it, but in fact I am very grateful to Zhizhi for creating Yanchaosheng and Liushuang. I really like them and hope they can be happy in another world~

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I feel so reluctant to part with you, but when I think of you all living a happy life, I feel more relieved and joyful. It's great. Everyone is so nice.