This is the 9999th time Yan Fenngling has dreamed. Before, she only dreamed of holding hands with the person she liked and walking by the river; or meeting a handsome guy while eating, sitting across from him at the table and making eye contact; or making love to the male star she admired.
Whenever she wakes up, the corners of her eyes are always moist. She was born in a single-parent family, and her mother raised her single-handedly. When she was a child, she studied hard, and when she grew up, she became an older single. Work took up most of her time, and her colleagues never paid attention to her. Except for the handover at work, she was almost transparent. She also thought about it, if I were transparent, it would be great. I no longer have to face the cold eyes of the world, no longer have to bear the criticism from others behind my back, no longer have to be urged by my parents and relatives to go on a blind date and then be judged by so-called "successful men". She can rest assured that she likes the male celebrity she likes, and she doesn't have to think about who she will marry to be the "wife and maid" for the rest of her life. She can rest assured to be herself.
Yan Fenngling has a sleep disorder. The doctor prescribed a special sleeping pill for her. She uses this medicine to fall asleep every day. The doctor said that although this medicine can help sleep, she must not take more than one pill at a time, otherwise the side effects will be obvious.
On this day, her mother died of breast cancer. After finishing the arrangements, she dragged her broken body back home. Looking at her mother's photo, the corners of her eyes became moist again, and she took out the medicine the doctor gave her.
This time, it was different. She seemed to be really immersed in a dream and couldn't wake up...
Intention: If you could live again, how would you like to live?