I'm leaving, Xu Chan.
I'm sorry that I can't fulfill my promise, but please don't forget that there was once a person who drank with you when you were down.
When I first met you, you were like a wounded deer. It was strange that I found you special. You walked towards me without any warning. When I looked at you, I was shocked to realize that you have a pair of amber eyes and eyes as innocent as Bambi. Please allow me to describe you in such a childish way. Looking at your lonely figure, I always feel familiar for a moment. It turns out that I really want to enter your world, as if I can see another myself.
But I found that I was wrong, you are so pure, and I am so unbearable. You said I looked good when I drank. At that time, my heart suddenly lost its direction. Thank God for sending you to me during my most difficult days. I'm not a fool. Of course I understand what you mean, but I can't accept it. When I dream back at midnight, the dirty memories linger. After all, I still don't deserve it...
The 100,000 yuan on the table is my 20 years of savings. I hope you can help me realize this dream. The house is a gift to you.
Also, I actually like you too.
Intention: None.