I don't know who the "she" in Xiao Hei's words is, and I don't know if this "she" is the reason why many of the gods I've met over the past few hundred years have strange expressions on their faces when they see me for the first time. I don't know my past, nor my future, but I know that now, I am still Chuyao.
I have always been afraid of embarrassment. Many times I make jokes and deliberately pretend to be cheeky to make everyone happy just to avoid embarrassment. Although sometimes I have to admit that I am indeed thicker-skinned than ordinary gods, but what can I do? I have a low status and am not very clear about my past. I have lived my life cautiously in the past few hundred years in heaven. Whenever embarrassment comes, I am the most uncomfortable one. I don't have the calmness of other gods, nor the ability to fight, so I can only pretend to be stupid.
Intention: It doesn't matter who you were in the past, be clear about the present, and follow your heart