Love is like a lamp hanging above your head. When you stare at it with your eyes open, you are surprised by the brightness it brings. After a long time, you will find that the longer you look and the more focused you are, the blurry, dry and painful it will be. So after closing my eyes, all the salt in my body ran out. All brightness is a good helper when suffering.
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"Gu tide, it's true what I said we wanted to do, and it's also true that I hesitated. I thought you would always let go. As long as you let go, it doesn't matter what I do. As long as you let go, I won't hesitate anymore. I'm not a good person, not a good lover. I'm selfish and arrogant and will only hurt others. Gu tide, I thought you let it go. You acted so normal. I thought you could stop loving me."
Gu tide turned over and hugged Mu Luo back, hugging Mu Luo tightly, "I haven't let go, you will still get married." Gu tide was very sober, no one knew better than her what kind of person Mu Luo was, a bastard, indifferent, selfish and self-contained.
Intent: Acceptance and tolerance of both the individual and the world depend on oneself. It took us many years to understand all this.