My Special Abilities Are Holding Me Back from Realizing My Dreams

My special ability is "Reverse Scale". The specific effect depends on its mood. It sounds awesome... But it has no interest in any of my opinions. It once tried to burn to death a girl who was hooking up with me. I once suspected that it was a sick child. It used to give me the ability to speed up when I was chasing gangsters. It made me think it was very fair. In the end, I felt that it was probably a split personality, with the unified purpose of not making me feel better. Other people's superpowers are at most too powerful and require the help of the target to control them (chuya:!?) My superpowers need to be coaxed by me. That day it actually wanted me to reason with Ranpo :) It doesn't exist, see you manually. If you keep doing this, I'm going to ask that bandage weirdo how to commit suicide. Xingyuan Fan: What do you want from me? Superpower:... I said I love you so much, do you believe it? I actually just want to be an artistic girl who writes books. But my powers may not want me to be artistic. Later I also discovered that this city might not want me to be artistic either. You will lose me this way. Lightning protection: There are double blacks but very few. I really believe that I have a strong sense of CP. Concept: The result of uncontrollable superpowers...