On Becoming a Mother at the Age of 16

What do I do? To be honest, I am not afraid of death at all. I am just worried that if I am gone, will he be able to live well? The child has a simple personality, a poor memory, a bad speech, and a stupid brain. … Ah, you call him a black mud spirit, how is that possible? How is it possible? You say he has a script Where did it come from? Switch perspective—— What was my childhood like? A huge experimental area with a children's room, an orange-haired girl who is busy doing experiments, and a purple-haired girl who speaks softly. "Sa-chan, come to mommy" The girl called the savior called my name "Okay, Mom" "You have to read a book today. After all, you are a stupid kid. If you don't learn more, you won't be able to survive." … "After all, you are a child who will die if you leave me." "Okay, Mom" I think I'm probably in love with her, but I'm not sure I must be afraid of her Within her sight range, I couldn't even raise my head So the flames engulfed that home Many years later, I became an independent adult My students asked me this question What kind of person is Mr. Dazai's mother? I was silent for a while and smiled, She is an out-and-out scumbag So do you dare to say it in front of your mother? (BB pro broadcast: Warm reminder, everyone's perspective is important, it is recommended not to skip reading.) Intention: I want to cut off my legs, but I'm out of food.