Yu Zhiyan wanted to escape from this black and white world and his current miserable and miserable life. He wanted to escape from his own powerlessness, as well as the uncontrollable sadness and despair...
Maybe, it would be better to die... Maybe I won't experience these pains in the next life... Yu Zhiyan thought...
"I have thought about leaving and existing in this way because of those narrations, those gestures, those hurts."
It wasn't until the appearance of Shuiyunjian that Yu Zhiyan's gloomy life changed. He always appears by Yu Zhiyan's side when he starts to shrink from the world.
Shui Yunjian will not give pretentious comfort, nor will he sarcastically pretend to care. He just stayed by Yu Zhiyan's side, being a listener and a companion.
Yu Zhiyan slowly discovered that whenever he looked up, he would see those clear eyes and beautiful smile, and his heart would also experience a warmth that had never appeared in his life...
"I didn't want to leave. When you said you were still here, I suddenly started to look forward to it inexplicably."
Shui Yunjian, do you know that when you said you liked me, I was afraid, afraid that I would not be able to bear the identity of my lover, and afraid that I would give my life to someone who does not belong to me...
However, I have to admit that because of you, those scars, those ridicules, and those wanton injuries are really gradually healing. I saw life as it is, which is hope...
I'm sick, Shui Yunjian, so my thinking is a little slow, but can you wait for me and give me some time to become a better version of myself...
"Just leave the scars to the memories. Let them go and you will get better."
Intention: With me by your side, you will be a better you