He hated the man who raised him. It was that man who made him lose his beautiful childhood. He had no happiness and only endless hatred. He also deprived himself of his dignity as a man and had to be under him like a woman and use her vagina to please him. Finally he left his clutches, but why did he fall into it again? Damn it, why did he fall in love with him? He didn't need love, love was a burden and a trouble.