Dazai Osamu doesn't dream much. The biggest reason is that he hasn't slept peacefully a few times. But whenever he dreams, he will dream of a girl. After talking to him, the girl will hand him a gun or some other weapon.
The first time Dazai Osamu held a gun to someone's head when he was only seven years old was actually in a dream, facing the character in the dream.
He still remembers the girl smiling and saying to him: "I am the source of your pain, I am everything you pursue, I am your ultimate answer."
"So, kill me."
Moreover, this strange girl would say something that Dazai Osamu could not hear clearly before she died.
His instinct told him that this was definitely not a good thing to say.
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Short story, healing
This is probably the story of Dazai's struggle with the remaining part of his heart that longs for light.
Intent: A story about longing for love and finally being redeemed by oneself.