Cuties, please stop clicking in.
I want to re-write a story. As a newbie, it's really not suitable for me to write this kind of story with a tightly integrated plot. A slight bug will be fatal, not to mention that I have never tried this kind of story.
First of all, the rhythm is a headache. I was confused from beginning to end, not knowing whether the rhythm was too fast or too slow.
Secondly, writing a small copy also makes me physically and mentally exhausted. I keep getting stuck on expressions, plot advancement, clue revelations, etc., Each of which can drive me crazy.
Thirdly, compared to writing a plot that can't go wrong in every step, I am really better at lyrical daily life, after all, I have practiced it for so many years. I'll just follow the plot and write it after I've finished practicing it.
Finally, due to various reasons, I need to revise my articles every three to five. This is really not a good phenomenon. It consumes energy and slows down the progress. It is really a blessing from God that I have not lost my hair.
My first outline was revised over and over again, the characters were constantly fleshed out, and the text was constantly revised. No matter how much I wrote, it was the book that I put the most effort into. Maybe that's why it's so difficult to write. At least now, I can't control it. It's an insurmountable peak for me.
I think I have to change my mood and write something that I am good at. When I can write this one day, I will finish it.
I don't know whether this choice is right or wrong. I don't know whether it's giving up halfway or having self-awareness. But I know that writing about it in my current style is spoiling it.
I said at the beginning that I would not cheat on this article, so I will definitely finish it, maybe after a long time, but it is impossible to let it go. I will continue to write this article after I stop publishing it. I will release it when one day I think it can be seen by others.
I'm sorry that my immature writing style caused such a mess. Let's hang this on the copy first. It's an explanation to the little cutie who reads my article. I will lock this article on the 13th.
My choice will take time to prove. If it is the latter, I will be happy. If it's the former, it's just a waste of time and useless work. I'll pick it up when the time comes. I will spend many years with it, and I believe I can afford to lose.
——2020 06 11
After thinking about it, I still unlocked it. I hope it will be easier to edit the article, and I also hope I can have some motivation to force myself to act. I am really a lazy cancer patient, and I can't do it without forcing myself.
Motto: Look forward, don't look back