You were a cinnabar mole when I was a girl. Although our first encounter was brief, you were so sincere and sweet. In just over a month, you walked into my heart and took root there. You, who are so bohemian, passionate and sincere, have become the only light I want to pursue in this life. Maybe this encounter was a mistake made by fate. If we had never met, I wouldn't feel so heartbroken every time you were hurt in the days to come. But God is like a naughty child, always playing tricks on people. After many twists and turns, we have been tied together for life. I will never understand the tactics in your mouth, and I will never understand why you never believed in me. You never explained the misunderstandings and injuries you suffered time and time again. It wasn't that I wasn't smart enough, I was just blinded by love. I always chose to believe you, but in the end, it was me who was deceiving myself. The emperor's family has a cold nature, and your heart is as cold as a rock. How could you give up the country that is so easy for me? The once beautiful first love is like an illusion from the past, and the sweetness in the past has now become a cruel cold knife, cutting my heart into pieces with one knife. Finally, my heart was so hot that it was riddled with wounds. This memory was too heavy for me to bear. I wish I had never met you, I wish I had never fallen in love with you, Xiao Jingyu, I don't want to meet you again in this life or eternity.
Intention: Love without getting it