I was in pain, complaining, lamenting, and in the end I was speechless.
All the slanders and all the unwillingness came to me.
I was flooded with malicious water, even my tears.
That malice doesn't distinguish between friend and foe, it attacks me, the people I love, and the people around me.
They come from other people's ill will toward me, and then they are consumed by me and become my ill will.
I want to be happy, I want to end the pain, I want to live
In this world, I am confused, like life or death
Intention: pain