I never ask for letters because I know he loves me and she loves her too. I am like a child, he made me, made me a beautiful fairy, made me a stunner that men strive to snatch. And Jing is his wife, his only wife, what a beautiful and skillful person she is! But I don't envy her because Xin loves me too.
I never thought about choosing between me and her, because I knew there was no choice. Although he loves me, she is his wife. With the same love, he would choose the person who has become his wife instead of me. I already knew it, so I won't argue.