Paranoid attack x lack of love and affection
You want to forget him, and I want you to forget him.
I thought I could do it, but I hate myself more and more, and hate myself for loving you so humblely.
Finally, I want to let you go...
Also, let myself go...
Ps: First person! Extremely bloody! What a scumbag! Bloody torture!
(I wrote this a long time ago that I enjoyed it, and it has been published before!)
Intention: abuse