I plan to write this novel first, because the novel is about me, just like writing a diary. I just want to record my things. I am afraid that I will forget them. I am even more afraid that these things will always torture my heart.
I always like to cry alone late at night because I always think of sad things.
I want to write my story properly. I'm afraid that if I can't bear it anymore, I might read it and it might make me feel better.
I found that many things are beyond my control. Sometimes what I hope for is completely different from reality. I personally like to live a peaceful life, but in reality, I live a very unstable life because I chose that unstable path.
This is my story, this is just the beginning, it will never end.
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