I'm leaving,
Walk neatly, walk decisively,
Not even a "sorry" or "goodbye" was left.
Even if I know you will be lonely,
Even if I know you will hate me,
for your dreams,
I'd better go,
Not a single word of sadness was left.
You said that your love for me was your disaster,
Perhaps the opposite is also true.
Maybe you will choose to forget me deliberately,
Just like me before.
I miss you to the extreme,
I thought forgetting would be a relief,
But suddenly I discovered,
Because love is too deep,
So, can't forget.
So, I chose to miss you.
It seems that all this has become a habit.
Start missing you,
Your words, your tears,
Your smile, your beauty.
For the first time, I felt
Thoughts are like air,
Follow you like a shadow.
I started to look up at the sky,
Think of the sunshine as your bright smiling face;
I began to stare at the falling rain,
Think of falling rain as your plaintive sorrow.
So, for two years, you became the only protagonist in my dreams.
No matter that gorgeous brightness,
Or bone-gnawing tenderness.
Now, I'm back,
It's still this city,
I no longer expect you to still love me.
The crystal star hanging around the neck,
Still retains your warmth.
Maybe, it's fate.
I pray,
I pray you forget me,
This way my heart may not hurt.
You used to laugh and say,
This is a sign of not understanding love.
If it's really not possible,
Then,
please,
hate me,
Because I broke our vows...