It's you who breaks my heart, and it's you who say I can't let go. It was you who stopped me because of my origin, and it was you who risked everything to save me and return to the world. It is you who abandoned me, and it is you who want me to continue to be active in this world of mortals.
At that time, everyone knew that you and I would not be together, only I didn't know. We are not from the same world. When I came to this world, I felt all the joys and sorrows.
I regard you as my dearest person, and I will protect and cherish whatever you give me. If you don't give me sweet-scented osmanthus cake, I will never know what sweet-scented osmanthus cake is.
I am sorry for everyone, but I am sorry for myself.
My parents also brought me into this world with great expectations. They made me feel that this world is worth it.
I used to feel very sorry when I saw people who died. Later, when I met you, I often thought that it would be a pity if I died. Anyway, I have endured countless regrets, and living is so tiring anyway...
If there is an afterlife, I hope you will break free from the shackles, no longer be confused, and get what you want.
If there is an afterlife, I will definitely live a good life, I will definitely accept every warmth, and I will definitely make myself closer to the sunshine.
Intention: Live a good life with a positive heart.