Xiaoxi feels that she lacks emotional intelligence and IQ. She can see her inadequacy in everything. She is stupid and has no confidence, but she is still a good person. She is naive. It was like she was standing outside this world, clearly watching herself being confused... She wanted to hit her head with a hammer to see what kind of material it was made of, and it was so solid that it was scary; she wanted to peel away the clouds and see through the essence of the matter, and still have a clear mind; she wanted to enrich herself and have a clear mind. She has the ability, experience and confidence to learn all useful knowledge to improve herself; she wants to find things that make her happy and make herself truly happy... She wants this guy who she calls a fool to be proud and indulgent of herself, she thinks, even though it is so difficult for her!
Intention: Only struggle can give the greatest sense of security.