I Am a Dreamer of Red Mansions

I love "Dream of Red Mansions" and have read this book since I was a child. However, I have never thought of becoming a member of "Dream of Red Mansions", nor do I want to be one of them. Because Red Mansions is too empty, so many false dreams are shattered in one fell swoop. Red Mansions is too strange, and so many outstanding people have gathered together. I don't want my ignorance and vulgarity to taint them. Red Mansions is too painful, and every word I write every day is blood and tears. But I happened to enter the Red Mansion... Purpose: Love classical literature