Introduction
Anxiously, she opened the computer and touched the keyboard, but paused again...
I'm 45 years old!
She always thought that she was living in a small era. In this era, there is no smoke of war or the great drama of right and wrong like family and country. When I was young, life basically flowed slowly and smoothly. But looking back, I can see that many things have changed drastically along the way, and are ultimately beyond recognition.
If she could go back in time, which moment would she rather go back to? 15 Years old? 18 Years old? 22 Years old? 30 Years old? But what if we turn back time? Change who you were then? How could the development direction of the situation be re-evolved by her alone. Perhaps, if the blade was cut off that night when she turned 18, her life would be stagnant in simplicity, and there would be no sloppiness mixed with all kinds of tastes in the following decades.
However, if that were the case, her beloved son would no longer exist, her works that were traces and even meanings of her individual life would no longer exist, and the sweetness that was not uncommon in her decades of life experience would no longer exist. There's only one thing that makes it worthwhile - her heart is clean enough.
Purpose: Describe the process of a little person gradually forming an independent personality in confusion under the tide of the times.