"I have been obsessed with a tall figure for nearly five years. I would watch it go away in the sunset, wondering if she had stopped for the blooming of a little flower on the way home. I would watch it move forward tiredly on the playground, thinking about why she insisted on taking the physical education high school entrance examination, and why she struggled with the annoying asthma. Even persuading her to apply, with the words of 36 points to avoid suffering. I thought about it, but as soon as I stood in front of her, I ran away. But I lingered in her back. Watching her meditating under the beige sun, watching her painting under the purple wisteria waterfall, watching her chatting and having fun with her friends in the corridor. At that moment, I felt like I owned the whole world. Yes, this idea was not new, but I couldn't see anything about her back. At this moment, my heart felt unspeakably depressed, anxious, and uneasy for her. It seemed that the most precious thing was lost. But I was also very lucky, because she was very good. She always spoke at the flag-raising ceremony and the league meeting. I seemed to be lingering in her beautiful voice again. In the first year of high school, I clamored for her for the first and only time. I won. The name was changed to the one in her perfect essay. I knew that this name was fake and fictitious, but I wanted to make it real and get close to her. I was also afraid that there was a boy with this name that she fell in love with, but I tried hard to convince myself that the subject matter was a novel. How could it be true?
Intention: There is always someone who loves you as always