I'm a stubborn person.
I often doubt myself, deny praise, and refuse praise.
He is also often sensitive and suspicious, thinking he is superior to others, judging other people's behavior based on his own opinions, and speculating on the subsequent motivations.
I avoid intimate relationships and don't think I can have them. I just love fantasies.
Sometimes I feel cold on the outside and hot on the inside, and sometimes I feel cold on the inside and outside.
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These relative personality traits always make me fragmented and contradictory. It seems that loneliness is the right thing to do, and no one can really understand me. Until I integrated into different environments and met different people, I gained a new understanding and learned to accept myself and others.
It turns out that different "me"s are all me, and I am also a different "me".
I don't need everyone to understand me, and I don't need to understand everyone. I'm never alone.
But when you think about it carefully, it seems that it is much more than that simple.
A debut novel by a new author must be cautious when entering the pit.
Entry guide:
①The plot is self-created, and the story background and some characters are integrated with reality to recreate it. However, this work has nothing to do with real people or groups and is for entertainment purposes only.
②The writing style has not yet been formed. What I insist on saying is more realistic, mixed with neon flavor, and focuses on psychological description.
③ Since I was obsessed with comics and anime when I was in junior high school, there will be some inappropriate and "secondary" plots.
④ Contains non-traditional sexual orientation and relationship content such as Lily and Danmei, and involves lalang.
⑤ The combination of brackets and serial numbers that appear in the text, such as (①), is for special explanation and can be viewed in the "Author's Words". The impact of viewing or not viewing on the understanding of the content depends on personal circumstances.
⑥ There is an extra episode next door, the content is either a supplement to the main text, or the product of my sudden interest.
⑦To be determined...
Also note and remind:
Part of the plot inspiration comes from "The Scumbag's Original Wish" (a terrible show, minors are advised not to be curious)
The cover is self-designed and the material comes from the Internet
The bug catcher just talks normally, but says it's okay
Any form of meme, reprint, or plagiarism is prohibited
Finally, I wish you a happy viewing
Mission: FIND YOURSELF
