A lie requires countless lies to cover it up. She knew that everything was fake and unreal, but she was obsessed with it. I can't help myself, there are too many compulsions.
That time was so wonderful that she almost forgot her original appearance. But facts are facts after all, lies are lies after all, and one day they will be exposed in front of everyone. So, she chose to escape.
For him, under love, there is also self-blame, guilt, and repentance. She wanted to tell him the truth, but every time she looked into his eyes, she hesitated. Sink again, sink again... Endlessly.
Will she still have a chance to appear in his life again? Does she still have a chance to tell him the truth in person?
Will he forgive her?
Intention: Discover love in self-salvation, get love in self-repentance.