"It's all my fault, it's all because of me, it's all because I didn't take good care of her, that's why this happened!" The hysterical screams of the old lady (Buxin's mother) made people's hearts tighten, but the expressions of the relatives and friends present were really numb and almost expressionless. No one knows why a person can become so crazy. I just remember that after that rainy night many years ago, the talented little girl Xin'er in everyone's mind never came back. And this crazy woman, who sometimes curses and sometimes talks to herself sadly, is the old lady's dependent daughter. No one cares about why the old lady is so sad today. Concerned inquiries from others only made the old lady extremely sad and angry, making relatives frightened and neighbors shrinking. As time goes by, people around me gradually get used to it, as if such a scene is extremely normal, helpless and untouchable.
However, life goes on, and whether it is the well-educated, gentle and pleasant Xin'er or the good-for-nothing crazy woman in front of her, they all have a destined life trajectory. No one knows what is hidden in the head of a crazy woman. Is Xin'er crazy, or did she torture Xin'er to the point of madness? The old lady who depends on each other for life has so much unknown sadness and sorrow in her cloudy eyes.