The mood monologue, mentioning Huangyuanxue and Guo Jingming, is just to describe my mood at that time. It turns out that everyone is so sad in the same way, as long as you don't ask the reason - a collection of my old and new essays, with the mood of writing at the time. Maybe it will tell the background story. But because it is real life, it may not be very attractive to you. But as long as you read it and feel that you understand it, maybe you have experienced it, smile, or think about it for a while, I will be very happy.
Note: They can be read separately. You can click on the chapters you are interested in. You don't have to stick to the order~